4/29/2025

mood: mellow

goodness freaking gracious dude- how the freak is it already almost the end of april?? the year just started like- a week ago it felt lmaooo

but anyways! this is my first blog here! ..not entirely sure what things i should put in the blog

because like- i dont do super duper extravagant things all of the time lol but thats okay i think.

today, i made some embroidery patches on my embroidery hoop! i made a blue brass knuckle patch for the hole in the back pocket of my skinny jeans. then, i made a tiny skull patch for my patch jacket!

didnt do to much else today other than watching my dog, ladybug, eating pizza and drawing today!

ive also been questioning wether i am alterhuman or not! ive been doing this a LOT recently so you might hear about this in the next blogs to come lol idk i just felt like a creature today, like a cryptid so that was kinda nice :]

5/3/2025

mood: joyful

Hello!! ive done so much stuff today!! XD

I went into the city (ik crazy right? Lolz) and i went 2 a coffee shop with my mom and my dog, and i went to a BUNCH of cool local shops!! i got a shit ton of awesome stickers and i got a book from the library near me!

i didnt know what book to get ofc so i just picked a random one that seemed possibly intresting 2 me! it is called: Slasher girls and Monster boys. no clue if its good or REALLY bad but i guess im gonna find out! wish me luck 0.o (little nervous.. (._. ;) )

also i went to a pet store where they had lots of toys and a couple of cute stickers!

(do you see a trend with the things that i buy? lol, its always stickers man)

and when i went over to the plush toys for dogs and there were a lot of cute ones! and it was so strange.. because i was so entranced! although the loud squeakers kinda freaked me out- i really felt like a dog in that moment which was fun :]

i also made a new friend today!!! she really likes tf2 and she thought i was cool ^_^ i gave her my teamfortress2 kandi! so cool!


also.. GRASS POLLEN GOT MY ASS TODAY AAAAA- im allergic to grass pollen lolz

5/14/2025

mood: Bright

Greetings! today was pretty frickin fun!

i spent the night at my boyfriends house which is pretty fun! although i woke up at 4 am and couldnt go back to sleep XD

but then me and my boyfriend went to go see the Minecraft movie!! because neither of us have seen it b4! the theatre waz pretty much empty besides 1 person who waz there

me and my boyfriend got mozarella sticks, pizza and a burger which was rlly good, although if i knew they had to go boxes i wouldve taken it with me :[

but anyways, the movie waz good and half of it was just garret & steve bein' gay for eachother lolz /pos so that was cool

once i got home i was looking for digital cameras and camcorders because i think it would be WAYYYY funner than just using mai phone.

so my brother got out an old Sony handycam and an mp3 player! unfortunately, the camera's touch screen didnt work.. and we tried SO SO SO hard to download new songs onto the mp3 player but it didnt work.. even with me getting windows XP for it. so we are gonna see if we have the old ipod & see if we could download songs onto that 1 instead!

thats pretty much it lolz, im just gonna do more research on camcorders and mp3 playerz hehe

8/13/2025

mood: content

hi hello once again! (low-key this is made a bit later than when this first happened but i RLLY needed to fix my blog so bleh whatever pretend its the time on the date)

on monday (mon 11th) i went camping in the woods for two nights! it was really fun and a very nice break from my phone fs! i got to go kayaking which was super fun! that and i got to do quaddrobics for a bit while i wasnt being looked at lol, i had to wear gloves because the forest floor kinda hurts my paws but it worked pretty well.

also for some reason i was able to just-- figure my shit out?? like- the day previously (monday) i was super insecure in my alterhuman identity, in fact ive been pretty insecure in my alterhuman identity for a little while, mainly because i was worried of not be a "real" therian or otherkin.

i was actually thinking of being otherlink to take off that pressure of not being a "real" therian, but it just didnt quite feel right.

so once i got off my phone and back into nature 4 two nights it was like i contected right back into my identities. i thought about a lot of my behaviors back in the past and from now, and i have realized that yeah im absolutely a therian. a fox therian to be exact! (and cryptidkin) which is pretty cool! honestly im just greatful that i was able to figure something out about myself at all lol (although my gender identity i am NOT touching with a 5 foot pole lol)

i also realized why i couldnt just explain why i was a therian, its because its just a part of me.

to elaborate: i see my alterhuman identity similarly to my sexuality in the way that i cant explain them. like- im pansexual because thats just how i am, how i was born. i didnt choose it, it chose me. (which sounds a bit dumb, but thats how i feel!) like- yeah. ive been a fox ever since i was a kit! probably ever since i was born and its always been like that in the way that i behave.

i can think of a few theories as to why im like this. but i didnt choose it.

idk ive been thinking about my identity a lot which is cool.

8/20/2025

mood: happy!!!

HI!!! TWAS MY BIRTHDAY

i have turned 18!! WOAH!
i went to the arcade with my boyfriend and my friend! we got a LOT of tickets but the prizes werent very good lol i got SO many cool pencils. also they had a ddr but it wasnt on :( so i wasnt able to play it. but there was a guitar hero arcade game! i played as the grimreaper and that was fun! they also had a LOT of old arcade cabinets!

after that we went to a coffee shop and got a drink for lucky and i bought a new mug! (my kick ass skull mug!)

me and my boyfriend went to the pool after a hour or so, then we have pizza and A BLACK FOREST CAKE! IVE LITERALLY BEEN CRAVING THAT CAKE 4 SO LONG

also me and my online friends are making rise of the guardians ocs! my partner is making the grimreaper and i am making the spirit of summer! which is pretty cool! :D

(sorry if this wa written pretty shittily im just pretty freaking excited!)

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12/27(?)/2025

mood: sleepy

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! we went to my grandmas house for chistmas!(and be there for about a week)

we had to take like two LONG plane rides to get there and it was absolutely exhausting but so fun! me and my younger brother also modded our 3ds so then we could get pretty much any game we want! :D i got to play so much tamodachi life while we were in the hotel and on the plane! (we also managed to get miitopia, hatsune miku: project mirai DX, loz ocarina of time and animal crossing! there was probably more but i dont remember lolz)

we got to go see my aunt and uncle, my grandparents and one of grandmas friends (she was pretty chill honestly! i feel like old people are always so interesting!)

i think either the night of christmas eve or the night before we got to go see the city of lights! so that was cool! got to get some pictures :]
we also got to go to a REALLY good burger place and then after that we got to go see the beach and collect a couple of shells! (and despite the fact it was december it was SUPER fucking warm! i was practically burning lolol) and honestly the beach was so pretty, it was so cool to see the ocean for the first time in a super long while! after that we got to check out a bunch of cool shops and get some souvenirs!

on christmas day we got to watch a bunch of movies and play a lot of games! im so gratefull that i got to spend time with my family :] it was great!
although, the plane rides back was so so tiring and we got home so late but it still was a great experience regardless

12/31/2006

mood: chill

HAPPY NEW YEARS!
me and my boyfriend went to go hangout with some friends of mine for new years! i got to get my friend to also make a tamodachi life character of herself lol

my friends and i ended up dying our hair! they both dyed thier hair red and black and i just got a black stripe in my hair :] we goofed off and talked for a while after that! i also was able to get some fancy ginger ale which was super good :D

2/(?)/2026

mood: very happy

hi hi! just wanted to talk about a fun experience, even if it wasnt a holiday :b
recently me and my brother had to do dog (and house) sitting for like five days! the dogs were super sweet and we had a great time! it was pretty fun, i also recently got pokemon ultra sun on the 3ds so that was pretty awesome too! in that same week i started doing some drawn ita bag comms! as well as making some examples for a future commission service i wanna try

sorry that this is so quick and short lol i just wrote this down to remember it because it was nice

3/11/2026

mood: HYPED

Yesterday me and my boyfriend went to the mall together! its been at LEAST a year since we went last!

i had so much fun dude! i was able to get all of my chores done before we had to go and i got to wear my favorite outfit which is always a great feeling!

we shopped around a few newer stores and the usual stores for a bit and we got a smoothie and a water. I also got to trade kandi with two really cool employees at hottopic! (i traded my mcr and millionaires kandi! so freaking cool!) and the employee who got the millionaires kandi talked to me about how to find more local shows which is awesome, she was so cool dude! overall it was pretty fun! i think we were there for like 4 and a half hours i believe?

I got a pink leopard print studded belt, a white mcr shirt and a Domo enamel pin! :]> (i gotta get lock pin backs at some point so i can decorate my bag!) and my boyfriend got a dipper pines hat and a kinger keychain! :D

later that night we went to an arcade with a bunch of claw machines with his family! i managed to get a snorelax, a eevee, kuromi (im not too into sanrio but the plush was super cute!) and cute tuxedo cat plush and his family gave me a squirtle, another snorelax and another kuromi plush which was so sweet of them! after that i spent the night at my boyfriends house ^_^

we also started planning more fakemon and team evil for our pokemon reigon! (pokemon daydream and nightterror)

im honestly so grateful that i was able to get out again after a long while, since ive kinda been staying inside and drawing 24/7

3/20/2026 (10:48 pm)

mood: SO FUCKING EXCITED AND HYPED OMG OMGOMGOMFG

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!! literally tonight this exact night as im writing this i went to my first ever (in person that is) musical!

and it was so PEAKKKKKK im so excited dude! i watched people perform Six the musical! the music is so good, me and my boyfriend were so hyped and excited to hear some songs that we recognized

ALSO THE COSTUMES OMG THEY WERE SO WELL MADE UGHHH i loved it! my favorite songs from it was haus of holbein, dont loose your head, Ex Wives, and no way

omg and it was so funny at points! Anne Boleyn in it was so funny, (not a direct qoute) "oh man.. yeah thats so sad, you know i lost something once.. MY HEAD" BRO omg

it was so peak! i really wish i brought my glasses because i feel like im aready forgetting the chorography and whatnot because i couldnt see them well (it wasnt all bad though i just couldnt see their faces but thats okay next time ill bring them)

i also love how everyone in the crowd was so in sync with the clapping to the beat, i really dont think i could beat this experience! also! idk if this is the same for other Six shows buttt i loved that they did a little fake out with the ending! with them being like "man i really wish we knew how to end this or do something about this" (not a direct qoute either) and i legit was about to get up as the lights turned on and they left the stage (before they came back)

i also made some new friends with my friends friends lol theyre so cool!

i really need to get into more musicals theyre so peak!

but besides all of that today as a really good day! i was at home for most of it but it was still really nice! (althought im worried because it is WAY TOO HOT for late winter! MARCH) but yea! today was just peak ngl! i love humans and their creativity


might add more to this tommorow morning when im well rested bye!!